the feeling of a second chance

hmmmm... It's kinda hard when you screw up many things in your life huh? My recent days were like that. You enjoy to do stuff instead of doing the things you need to do. You rather hang out than to study, you will rather choose to be with your girlfriend instead of going home, or you will rather eat than to do an assignment due the next day. Enjoy, enjoy, enjoy! Yeah it's good and it's only spelled with 5 letters. But in the end, it can crash you hard, as if you were a can of coke, as if you were a fragile glass, or as if you were a cover slip to be cleaned for the next experiment. Regretting is always in the end. Yeah, I guess, at first, there are many people to blame but it's not their fault--- it's mine. They're like a box of chocolate, you wouldn't have tonsilitis if you haven't eaten them yourself. The wrong is in thy self. But the first chances got blew up so forget everything about that! Face life, not face the poop you have stepped on yesterday. It's about today, not yesterday. Do something today to repair your future. And that's what I'm doing now, in 4 days, i will be knowing if that second chance would be given to me. And I'm praying for that. Whew, so help me God!