Cigarettes.

Cigarettes are the things parents would not recommend to their children. According to 'scientists', they can kill you slowly and give you diseases like lung cancer, emphysema, bad breath, and black gums and lips. Well ironically, why would sellers sell cigarettes when they always put the sign: "Cigarette Smoking is bad for your health," or signs like "Warning: Cigarette Smoking causes death," or "These are notr suitable for minors." I get angry on them sometimes because of that. In fact, Judy Ann Santos won't advertise Fitrum if she is not using it, right? Well, people commonly misunderstands their fellow people. Why do people smoke? Why do I smoke? The taste is not really the thing for me. It's just because, because of cigarettes or what I call as C2 or Isaw (ask me why I call them that.), I have developed friends. I found true people. I know people more because of that and because of that, I know they would be right there to give you 2 bucks and buy one and then sit, chat and reflect. Smoking is not really bad, I think. It depends on how one person would look at it. I'm not being a bias but I think people should reconsider their thoughts of judging an addict--- for still, he has reasons. Smoking never made my appetite better, but I smoke because when I'm with my friends to eat. I smoke not because I am a rebellious child, but rather a boy who would like to experience something no one can ever see at books. Smoking is widespread, smoking connects people. Why'd you think I could be at ease with 22-25 year-old people? That's the reason. I think this post is enough with the words 'smoke' and 'cigarettes' because I know, my dad knows now how to access the internet. Ü

Self-Preservation

Joining an organization is not really a big burden for students. Organizations seldom get mmisunderstood about the fact that they are really great help for students and secondarily, they are the ones who make schools move. Yeah sure, activities, games, meetings are there. Members implant virtues on the minds of the applicants. Some may live for the virtues, some may not. Some may apply them, some will not. Once I became a member, or once you have been a member, it is a task to pass over what you have learned when you were at the point of joining there. Virtues like, time management, thinking under pressure and some ordinary virtues that somehow resemble those of the Christians. But one thing, I have forgotten to teach was only one virtue-- SELF-PRESERVATION. I had to ask the other people what was the one I was forgetting. Then it came that me, on myself couldn't apply it. Shit. I hate myself. How come I have become so influenced. Can I do something? Hell I think, no more. This is me, I have became like this because of me. I think no one could ever change me but me. I have become a monster, in the disguise as an angel. Hmmm... Now, I don't know what's my next step. I'll think of that.